janer55

I feel like "i am" an ongoing mental /emotional dis-ease. My life has been mostly hell in regards to inability to function in life. Labeled all my life as difficult, depressive,downer, unreliable, tired all the time, emotional instability, anxious. Good God, I just want to enjoy happiness while I am alive and I am already 55. I am ridiculed by all my efforts at fixing the problem and alone in my quest. Twice divorced, I seem to be a problem to anyone who really gets close to me. so many theories and never an answer.